Point

What exactly is the point of existence? There is no point to our living except possibly for us to enjoy our selves and have fun. Soi why then do we make our lives so stressed?Surely it doesnt really matter, all the crap that makes us stress is irrelevant in the grand sceme of things, we are just a tiny spec in the universe, not even visible from the edge of our own galaxy!!!! therefore I say to all of you, just have fun! Have orgasms and do thiungs that make you happy, don't worry to much about if you got a D or E in your science test, life is a time to live. ............And omg I just realised ,my boyfriend tastes like coffee!!!! I just drank coffee from the machine at school and it tastes just like my boyfriend, that is slightly upsetting I must admit! Also annoying as now I'm even hornier than I was before, damn it I swear if I was a guy and I had a dog that dog would be a raped dog.........

Well I must be off! Laterz dudes and dudettes

XxXxX

Nothing

Well people tonight is band practice.............that should be deffinately interesting.......lol! But thats not what I wanted totalk about! What I wanted to talk about was the obvious lack of any sort of vegitarian option at KFC......hahaha...only joking but that does annoy me a little

Getting to the point I now realise I realkly have no point, I'm realatively laid back at the moment, I have no moans or groans; just what ever dude, let it be. It's actually really nice just not caring at the moment, it's just to much effort to bitch and wprry, we are all going to die anyways may aswell enjoy the pointlessness of life whilst we can!!!!

Well I'm off bye bye XxXxX

1.2 ttt

Greetings eathlings, I hope you are well. I myself am doing well at the moment, today is a day of counter acting; for example I it is a doing day, so I have completed many tasks I needed to but I forgot my glasses so am unable to see anything clearly, I can type though as I am a loser who has memorised the position of all the keys on the key pad...... :P !! I love doing days, they leave you with such a feeling of achievement. Hahahha I just had a 'careers interview' this is when we talk to the head of sixth form about what we are doing after our GCSE's, basically she said 'Well you seem sorted, so just keep working hard to get the GCSE grades and well done on being so organised and open minded.' It was slightly a waste of time, but I supose at least now they know that I know what I want to do and they can leave me alone. I hate my school so much, ggrrrrr....I really hope I get to do Media at Highlands, so I can be a journalist one day. Thats right folks, watch out for me in 'Rock Sounds' or 'NME' magasine, I'll be there one day reporting on the latest band with some crazy name like 'Drunk On Arrival', 'Sister Psycchosis' or 'Coat Hanger Abortion'..............
Hahahha everyone else has left the computer room here at school now, and I'm the geek left typing into her lunch break, I don;t care thoigh as once I leave this computer room I shall simply stumble into the one downstairs where I shall find my good friends, Amber, Abbi, Kat, Laura and Eve......
I feel anyone who was reading this is most probably out to die of boredom now so hahahaha.........and please play 'Time of your life' at your funeral, screw it, I'll play that somng at your funeral, oooo and My immortal by Evanescene; that will so have everyone crying. I want people to cry at my funeral to show I missed though I doubt anyone will, lol most of my friends will of died of smoking related illnesses by then lol! Except the none smokers such as Gareth lol, but he will of died of alcahol posioning!! :P Love ya really dude, and other friends who dont smoke, not many of them though.

Love you all so much XxXxXxX

Loves Young Dream

*sigh* young love aye......doesn't it just make you want to puke? Well I am one of those young lovers, and recently I have been worried that my dream love will end as it's reach the 2 months mark. I was afraid that he'd be bored of me! But it would appear that he isn't so thats really good. But now I feel guilty. Guilty that in my paranoid state I doubted his love, but can you blame me with my past record. I want to fully indulge in this fantasy, this dream come true but I know that as soon as I do it will shatter and once again I will be left broken, bleeding alone! So I have therefore decided to have faith in love but remember that NOTHING is perminant!
Other isuse I wish to talk about are alcahol. In the past I have talked about how I hate it, but recent events have lead me to realise that I may of been a bit extreme. So I will apologise for that, but it is my blog and people to change! And anyone who knows me will know that I am very emotional, lol. I still think that it's silly when people need alcahol to have fun, and I disagree with mass consumption of it, I just....understand slightly more........

Another random post

I am writting in this alot atm, so I hope I don't suddenly stop! I used to write in my diary all the time, but then I finished it and never started a new one as I was always on the computer, which is why my blog is so kewl, I can keep a diary whilst I'm on the computer!
So I am still with James, hell this one is serious! It will be a month on sunday! my longest relationship was 6 weeks, so i have a feeling that this one will be my longest relationship! It's weird though, I have eight months of being alone, all alone in my room everyday, then as the result of one gig find out that there are actually a few guys who fancy me, and then i end up with the best boyfriend I have ever had, although with my track record wether or not that is a complement is dubious, basically he isnt way possesive and he hasn't lied to me! He rocks socks! Well he rocks my socks anyways!
It's so interesting reading other peoples blogs because some like my two male welsh friends try and be diplomatic and not mention names and speak in a very philosophical sounding tone, whereas others name name and are more like, teenage i supose! lol, not calling my two welsh male friends boring old people just philosophic............I am so digging my own grave here, so I think I'll just shoot myself so I'm not burried alive.................................... BANG

Christmas Time

So it is nerarly the much clebrated christmas time, but why do so many of us celebrate it? when we are not christian? maybe even of a different faith. Perhaps therefore its not so much Christmas time as it is a time for celebrating what we have, and for getting new things for the new year. It is deffinately WAY too over commercialised, but so many things are, the world is so damn materialistic these days!......many people only want material items such as a new CD or top for christmas, and would not appriciate it if they were to receive something that is much more rare, precious and special. Say if a girl was to give her virginity, her purity, her body; as a christmas presents. This would be the most special gift, that this girl likes you enough to offer over something she can only do once, to let you enter her in very private places, to go inside of her body some where NO ONE has been before. Even though it would sem alot of guys would still think 'cheap bitch!' Well may I ask you people something, what the hell is wrong with you? I would also like to ask others a question, if you were to put this senario to your beloved and they were to say that they agree with you it would be so special and rare and they would appriciate it totally, is this just because they would be getting laid? Or do you think thatthey honestly would appriciate it, and let you take it at your own pace? Well I beleive that he will, I hope that he will......if he doesnt then well then there maybe be a return to something I hope I've left behind.........

Lolirot

Yes thats right folks, I have a band (well we don't have a guitarist) and we are called 'Lolirot'. some of you may, I don't know, realise that is a Jack Off Jill song, well yes it is, but it's also a kewlioos band name. Plus we are covering alot of JOJ stuff......actually nearly all 22 tracks on Humid Teenage Medicority! I hear those groan, 'eerrr...not another girl riot band..' well actually no. Jersey doesn't really have any girl riot bands! It's all male punk or metal bands! I would also love to start up and emo band as Jersey has none, male or female.
I Lolirot we plan to dress up as dolls when we are perfoming, just to add the fun/insanity that a girl riot band should have. It is interesting how often fun and insanity can cross paths..........
....so thats all I wanted to say, and any of you that live in Jersey best come and see us when we get a gig, if we do...no we will!!

Domi