Point

What exactly is the point of existence? There is no point to our living except possibly for us to enjoy our selves and have fun. Soi why then do we make our lives so stressed?Surely it doesnt really matter, all the crap that makes us stress is irrelevant in the grand sceme of things, we are just a tiny spec in the universe, not even visible from the edge of our own galaxy!!!! therefore I say to all of you, just have fun! Have orgasms and do thiungs that make you happy, don't worry to much about if you got a D or E in your science test, life is a time to live. ............And omg I just realised ,my boyfriend tastes like coffee!!!! I just drank coffee from the machine at school and it tastes just like my boyfriend, that is slightly upsetting I must admit! Also annoying as now I'm even hornier than I was before, damn it I swear if I was a guy and I had a dog that dog would be a raped dog.........

Well I must be off! Laterz dudes and dudettes

XxXxX

Nothing

Well people tonight is band practice.............that should be deffinately interesting.......lol! But thats not what I wanted totalk about! What I wanted to talk about was the obvious lack of any sort of vegitarian option at KFC......hahaha...only joking but that does annoy me a little

Getting to the point I now realise I realkly have no point, I'm realatively laid back at the moment, I have no moans or groans; just what ever dude, let it be. It's actually really nice just not caring at the moment, it's just to much effort to bitch and wprry, we are all going to die anyways may aswell enjoy the pointlessness of life whilst we can!!!!

Well I'm off bye bye XxXxX

1.2 ttt

Greetings eathlings, I hope you are well. I myself am doing well at the moment, today is a day of counter acting; for example I it is a doing day, so I have completed many tasks I needed to but I forgot my glasses so am unable to see anything clearly, I can type though as I am a loser who has memorised the position of all the keys on the key pad...... :P !! I love doing days, they leave you with such a feeling of achievement. Hahahha I just had a 'careers interview' this is when we talk to the head of sixth form about what we are doing after our GCSE's, basically she said 'Well you seem sorted, so just keep working hard to get the GCSE grades and well done on being so organised and open minded.' It was slightly a waste of time, but I supose at least now they know that I know what I want to do and they can leave me alone. I hate my school so much, ggrrrrr....I really hope I get to do Media at Highlands, so I can be a journalist one day. Thats right folks, watch out for me in 'Rock Sounds' or 'NME' magasine, I'll be there one day reporting on the latest band with some crazy name like 'Drunk On Arrival', 'Sister Psycchosis' or 'Coat Hanger Abortion'..............
Hahahha everyone else has left the computer room here at school now, and I'm the geek left typing into her lunch break, I don;t care thoigh as once I leave this computer room I shall simply stumble into the one downstairs where I shall find my good friends, Amber, Abbi, Kat, Laura and Eve......
I feel anyone who was reading this is most probably out to die of boredom now so hahahaha.........and please play 'Time of your life' at your funeral, screw it, I'll play that somng at your funeral, oooo and My immortal by Evanescene; that will so have everyone crying. I want people to cry at my funeral to show I missed though I doubt anyone will, lol most of my friends will of died of smoking related illnesses by then lol! Except the none smokers such as Gareth lol, but he will of died of alcahol posioning!! :P Love ya really dude, and other friends who dont smoke, not many of them though.

Love you all so much XxXxXxX

Loves Young Dream

*sigh* young love aye......doesn't it just make you want to puke? Well I am one of those young lovers, and recently I have been worried that my dream love will end as it's reach the 2 months mark. I was afraid that he'd be bored of me! But it would appear that he isn't so thats really good. But now I feel guilty. Guilty that in my paranoid state I doubted his love, but can you blame me with my past record. I want to fully indulge in this fantasy, this dream come true but I know that as soon as I do it will shatter and once again I will be left broken, bleeding alone! So I have therefore decided to have faith in love but remember that NOTHING is perminant!
Other isuse I wish to talk about are alcahol. In the past I have talked about how I hate it, but recent events have lead me to realise that I may of been a bit extreme. So I will apologise for that, but it is my blog and people to change! And anyone who knows me will know that I am very emotional, lol. I still think that it's silly when people need alcahol to have fun, and I disagree with mass consumption of it, I just....understand slightly more........