Loves Young Dream

*sigh* young love aye......doesn't it just make you want to puke? Well I am one of those young lovers, and recently I have been worried that my dream love will end as it's reach the 2 months mark. I was afraid that he'd be bored of me! But it would appear that he isn't so thats really good. But now I feel guilty. Guilty that in my paranoid state I doubted his love, but can you blame me with my past record. I want to fully indulge in this fantasy, this dream come true but I know that as soon as I do it will shatter and once again I will be left broken, bleeding alone! So I have therefore decided to have faith in love but remember that NOTHING is perminant!
Other isuse I wish to talk about are alcahol. In the past I have talked about how I hate it, but recent events have lead me to realise that I may of been a bit extreme. So I will apologise for that, but it is my blog and people to change! And anyone who knows me will know that I am very emotional, lol. I still think that it's silly when people need alcahol to have fun, and I disagree with mass consumption of it, I just....understand slightly more........